Busy. Dissonant. Fuzzy. TWO HANDS. Syncopated. Akin to a deranged carnival calliope?

1.  Formal Training - 1st grade through college undergrad (6-22)

e. Finally joining a band at the age of 30. 

f. Finally finding the right musicians in 2017 who morphed into SUPERMODIFIED in 2018.

TL;DR -  Late-Diagnosed AuDHD, hypermobile Ehlers Danlos Syndrome (hEDS): Queen of TMI, staring at the floors & ceiling, and playing the part of the song no one else hears.